And I know...

There is this song that really got me thinking about the Lord. Mainly it really hit me personally because I think I hold a lot of pain inside and I don't release it to the One who calls me to. I know life would be so much more free if I could release the pains I hold inside my heart. Pains of all sorts not anything in particular. I know someday I will be free from the things I am slave to now. And I know this pain won’t last forever. This song is by Caleb Carruth here are the lyrics that touch my heart!

Too good for me
Our conversations weren’t enough
Shallow smile painted words and my selfish motives
Passed my flawed defenses
A trial by fire

Someday I will be free
And I know that this pain won’t last forever
For it all will be a memory
But alas I love the loss

I used to think I was deep
While staring into my shallow ends
The ends that justified my means
But I know I’m just like the others
Falling when near the water

Someday I will be free
And I know that this pain won’t last forever
For it all will be a memory
But alas I love the loss

Here I come to your feet and as I am my God save me
I will be free
And I know that this pain won’t last forever
For it all will be a memory
But alas I love the loss


You ought to hear the song itself; I encourage you to buy his CD "Darkness Falls"
Be blessed! I'm going to go help Schmeentzy as he is dry heaving.... Darn hairballs!
Learning to let go,
kesh~