Life....

Just sitting at work, watching the rain. It's a cold day here! The news says snow but I doubt it. Lately I think life has been taking huge sharp turns and I am holding on by my fingertips. It's very scary! Sometimes I want to let go and just land somewhere but I know God is taking me somewhere. Alongside me my husband, who is so wonderful and supportive. Also my great friends who have and always show such love and support. I wish I could look into a magic ball and see where I will be in the months and years ahead and I wish there was some way to prevent certain bad things from happening but instead I will just trust that God will turn it into Glory. I feel fortunate lately because I feel like my heart has hit a point it has never hit before and it's forcing me to rely on the only thing I can, Christ and his strength. I can't deal with pain on my own. I'm so thankful I have love and support and a God who knows my life, and everything I go through.
God knows<><

kesh~