Back again...

It seems like some feelings I didn't exactly enjoy are back. They are the feelings I feel when I am away from Vin. It's sorta like a flash back from when he left for Israel. This time is much different though. I can't even explain how the lord is sustaining my emotions! I did have a good cry last night which turned out to be a blessing because it helped me relax and exhausted me enough to make me fall asleep which I was having a really hard time doing. I even tried sleeping on the couch and in the guest bed and neither worked too good for me. The Lord has brought so many amazing people into my life. Thanks to them and my wedding I am staying busy and I am so grateful! I'm leaving soon to stay the night with Adrian, her husband Mike is an RN and he works night shift so the two of us are going to spend the night watching movies and talking :-) I miss my love more than words can express but Christ is bigger! I'm excited for the week to come, tomorrow is my wedding dress fitting/alterations and then Tamara and I are headed to Portland to look around, Saturday I am training for a new job with Adrian and then she is taking me to horseback ride! Sunday is Church and my wedding shower! I am excited. Lots to do.
God Bless,
kesh~