Thinking about this...

Right now I am sitting at home about to head to bed, but I wanted to write a little something cause I don't get the chance to often, or I am just not in the mood. Anyway. It's SO crazy to think about my life and the leaps the Lord has been making me take. Wow... The girl I used to be. I am still that girl but... Really I am different because I am learning that the Lord is reigning in me and desiring to let me walk in His spirit, have His emotions and His control. Not my own. I am experiencing a whole new side of life and emotions. My desires have changed so much. My thoughts seem so much more real than they did even a few months ago. One thing I am SO grateful for and I believe the Lord knew I needed, was a spiritual leader, someone to encourage and help lead me towards the truth. Vin is that in my life and I get to spend the rest of my life with him. It's amazing. I never dreamed I would fall in love like this, or it would be like this. This wonderful and comfortable. It's so deep and true. I never imagined I would ever truly allow someone to enter in my heart and have full access. I never imagined I could let someone really love me. Before Vin I thought of being in love as a really great fantasy, something I dreamed of often but didn't get close to doing. I felt more comfortable keeping it at a far distance. Now I know the Lord had it planned, to save all my love and heart for the one I will marry. The one I love so much. I feel fortunate to say I have never loved another and never will as long as I live. Vin is my one true love. He is my fairy tale. I praise the Lord for him. I am so thankful! Sorry this was a little sappy but It was just on my heart. I am going to head to bed now! God Bless <><
I'll write more tomorrow, I still have lots to share!
kesh~