What a week...

So it has been a silly week for me. My car got broken into and so did Vins. We both got our stereos stolen, which is a huge bummer more so for my sweetie than me considering he had lots more cool stuff going on with his stereo than I did with mine. Oh well. I am hoping insurance will cover what was taken, and then I can buy myself a cheap 'ol CD player and use the money left for my wedding.
It's been a challenge having no money and no job. It makes me feel pretty useless. I have been working since I was 16 starting at a metabolife booth in the mall. I moved out on my own shortly after and have been working ever since. So now it feels really "not right" for me to not have a job. I am praying God will provide the job He wants for me. There is no use worrying about things like that, or anything at all. The Lord has really been teaching me how sinful it is for me to worry and fret. It's super easy for me to do, and I have struggled with that emotion most of my life. God is so so great though! He is working in such amazing and great ways, I can't even believe it! I just want to keep my eyes on Him and meditate on His word and His promises.

Vin is so great to me. He makes me feel so special and loved. I love him so much. I love that he desires for me to grow closer to Christ. He encourages me so much. He is such an example to me such a man after Gods own heart. I am so blessed, so lucky to have him in my life. I look so forward to serving him and loving him all of my days as his wife. I wanted to do a little running on the treadmill but it's getting late and I need to get lots done!
God Bless <><
kesh~