It has been just about 8 days since Vin has been gone and he'll be gone another 7. When he first left my feelings were hurt and sadness, after a few days of praying and talking to the Lord I began to feel peace, then I started to miss him again lots and lots, now I am feeling like he has moved away forever or something. I think it's worse for me because I am home and he is away in some amazing place, so my attention is on all of the things that remind me of him and make me miss him, his mind is on how incredible Israel is! I am so so glad he is there but I feel so distant right now from him. I'm feeling a schmeensty bit frustrated and sad, but it wont last. I know God is my comfort and He will abolish those unwanted feelings. I think I am going to try out my running skills and go on a little run :-) Tonight I am going to see Star Wars which is pretty fun, I'm not a die hard fan but I like them lots and I just now watched all the other Star Wars in order to prepare for this one. It will be exciting to be there opening night! God Bless <><
Kesh~
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I miss you too sweetie! Even with all this AMAZING stuff around me I can't help but wish that I was there with you. I know that this will be an experience of a lifetime, and so I am thankful for it. But at least I wish you were with me! I can't wait to see you babe!
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