An oval into a circle....

That's kinda me I think. Not in the sense that I don't fit in, I don't think that at all but I realized I always sit back and place myself in a different world or dimension I guess when I am in the midst of discussion or groups. Do I lack something? I can't place my finger on what the deal is... Most everyone I am around is eager to state their opinion, say what they think, give their two cents but I truly have no desire to really ever share what I am thinking to people. Maybe that's a serious problem, I am going to need to spend some time asking the Lord why I am that way, or to show me scripture that might lead me to freedom from that kind of timidness (is that a word?) Maybe its lack of confidence? I am not a shy person, I love people and have no problem approaching them and being with them but when it comes to me in discussion, I am pretty much 100% for being the listener. I was just thinking this and wanted to write it out maybe see what it seems like to someone else. If you do have a response or anything let me know what you think. I have these new feelings of being inadequate and it's not a very fun or healthy thing and I am very aware. I don't want anyone thinking I am feeling badly for myself its just some feelings that I noticed. The Lord knows my heart and my issues. Maybe I am, I know I am to the Lord but I also know along with my being inadequate, I am covered by his mercy and grace. I am tired and I don't think this is very solid sounding, so I'm headed to bed....
God Bless <><
kesh~