7.20.2006

That's just the way it is... Is it?

So I have some questions... Does God always choose our destinations? Does He decided why things happen? Can they just happen? I'm so confused by things that go on in life's journey. It's so tough when I have such huge desires for certain things, but they seem to be completely visionary to me. I feel like lately I have been praying God takes hold of my life. I have hopes and dreams, expectations and wants. This month is been sorta tough for me emotionally due to many different things, including my own self let downs and the let downs of others. I feel like I have continuously been disappointed time and time again. I believe it is partly my fault, at least the things I set myself up for. Others are simply just bad occurrences that have happened and The Lord is dealing with them all. I just can't figure out why I allow myself to wonder so deeply... "Why me God?"
feeling human,
kesh~

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