3.08.2006

What's it all for?

What do I do? Lately I have been trying to figure out a direction for myself, something for me to do. I wish I could finish school, work someplace I felt I was making a difference in. Something I can put effort and work into and have something in return. Even if it's having time to clean and organize my home. It's been hard lately having any inspiration or motivation. I feel tired, I hardly get ready anymore and I can't even get my house completely in order. Our Laundry is piled up and I feel like it's all piled up on my shoulders. I have felt like a little girl with no purpose lately. I know it's a beautiful thing to be a wife, and it's the most beautiful blessing God has EVER let me be, I wish I had a chance to learn how to become a better wife. I want to be so much more and I hope it's ok to feel that way....
in prayer,
kesh~

2 comments:

Vin Thomas said...

I see your heart everyday...and I fall in love with you more and more. I hope that I can encourage you and build you up.

I love you so much sweetie!

vin
503.569.7778

Vin Thomas said...

I don't know why I put my phone number...?

silly me