God provides...

I hate when I realize I am living in the flesh and I worry and stress. It's so pointless, and it's not being obedient. I find myself worrying so often! Even when I don't think I am, I really am. Which stinks because then I just find it impossible to not, which in my own strength it is! I have been praying lots lately that the Lord will teach me to follow Him faithfully and to walk in His spirit. I desire so much to learn more and be closer to Him. I pray I can be a Godly loving wife all my days to Vin. I pray the Lord would have His hand on us as we start our lives together soon. There is lots going through my mind about life and how it might be after I get married, and all I find is joy when I think about it. I don't think I am oblivious to the fact that marriage isn't always easy but I know Christ is the center and He will bless our lives together. We desire to live our lives for Him and bring glory to His name through our marriage and love. I would have never imagined I would be here right now thinking back. I hope it's encouraging to someone reading that we truly can't plan our lives and God has a divine plan for us! I was hopeless and could NEVER have imagined I would meet and fall in love with someone who goes beyond the man of my dreams... but the Lord knew Vin was for me, and he planned it just right so we could meet in His time! I am so thankful! I am such a lucky girl to be loved by someone like Vin. I am blown away every day. I love him so much.
Well, I think I am going to try and sleep a little. Vin is flying right now, and I am not sure when he will arrive in Newark, I hope soon so I can know he is safe! God Bless.
kesh~