Post # 2 ;-)

I love the comfort in knowing that God has a wonderful plan for me. I sometimes get worried that it won’t be what I want it to be but I know that his plan is what I want. I know because I want what he wants and has planned for me. I want my wishes to be his wishes for me. I need to find contentment in how my life is now and stop trying to look too far ahead. There is so much joy in the “now” and I miss it by wondering what joy is to come. It’s hard though to surrender certain things to God, for me it’s a huge struggle. I am learning though, and trusting him gets a little easier for me as I grow in knowledge and faith. For now I am just going to trust that the desires I hold in my heart are Godly desires and If God honors them he does, and if he doesn’t then there is something better for me. These past few months I feel like I have been growing a lot in my knowledge of who God is, and the abundant life he wants to give. I feel so blessed by people I have met and who have encouraged me. I am excited for the weeks, months and years to come, I am scared too because I know it wont be a smooth perfect road, but all the more opportunity for me to trust and grow in the Lord.
So I slept all day, and now I am not tired at all… bummer for me. I have church in the Morning too oh well. My oldest Brother is coming down from Seattle tomorrow and I get to see him. I am excited. He has been going through some really hard things right now and he doesn’t know the Lord so if you think of it keep him in your prayers. His name is Ryder. Anyway I am going read some more and finish my cider and probably head home bound.
God Bless <><
Kesh~