Peace...

I am feeling peace in my heart. Not that I consistently am at peace that would be a total lie, but I am learning and feeling so comfortable with giving Jesus my worry. He literally exchanges it with peace, and I am overwhelmed by his graciousness. I was thinking about some stuff in my life that I ought to be soooo worried about and it felt almost un-natural not worrying to death about them, but I quickly realized it’s the Lord taking the reign on my emotions. Now, I wish I could say I never worry but I still fall victim to it, but God is teaching me and showing me how bad it is. I am so thankful for even experiencing a moment of a fraction of the Lords peace in my heart. He is so good. I truly needed to feel it, and he knew.
I have probably mentioned it before, but God is such a creative God. He has a beautiful story for his followers. He has laid a few great surprises along my path these few months and I love to sit and think about all he has done and made work in my life and others I know. It brings tears to my eyes knowing I could have missed out on so much if I weren’t here, and I wonder what might have been if I weren’t. I believe God saved me from something terrible by having me not move away. I love that God changes stuff in our lives to lead us towards His will for us. It brings comfort to my heart knowing He makes no mistake. It’s fun to imagine where I could be in a year… only the Lord knows! I had better go to bed… I don’t get to sleep half the day away tomorrow… which I shouldn’t anyway oh well. Goodnight <><

All Glory to God,
Kesh~