3.05.2005

A Saturday night

So… it’s so funny to me how things can change in an instant. The directions you are going can suddenly flip and turn. I am a firm believer about letting God choose your path, lately its like I have been totally planning my own direction and deciding all this stuff on my own but oh no, God says different. I am so thankful that he loves me enough to stop me in my tracks and adjust the way I am walking so that my future may reflect a plan that he had/has for me.
Music is like a language to me. It’s like a way of communication, like a wave of this amazing thing that you can sorta stick your body in as it flows through you. If you stop a moment and think about the creation of song and music, worship. Wow. I can’t believe how amazing our creator is. I am not sure if there is anything more amazing to me as far as a human ability goes. I am in love with the idea and actual fact that God finds pleasure in my praise, in our praise to him.

Come, let us return. He has torn us into pieces He has answered us. Come let us return to the Lord. He will heal us. He will bandage our wounds. In just a short time he’ll restore us, in just a short time he’ll restore his church. So we might live in his presence.
Oh that we might know the Lord.
Oh that we might know the Lord.

Let us press on to know him. Let us press hard into him. And as surely as the coming of the dawn, He will respond.

It’s been a nice day. I went with my friend to see a friend play some of his music at a little shop here. Before that we had Sushi at an amazing little Japanese restaurant. I loved it. The SIP was great, all these Christians together. A nice surprise. It ended about 10 and I took Linda to her car and I decided to come to the Dragon fly for a while. I need to stay up late so I can sleep in all day since I work tomorrow night. I am feeling a little dumb here alone on a Saturday night. There are 3 policemen sitting next to me. That makes me feel kinda awkward because I am not a fan of them really. They sorta intimidate me! Oh well. I guess I will head home and see what I can find to do J I’ll end up making something out of construction paper and all my craft stuff. I make things for people and never give it to them because I feel dumb giving them something I made from paper and crafts. Like a kindergartener giving their mom or something their first art creation. Alright goodnight to all! Be back Tuesday probably.

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